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You know. Failing regularly and often does give u a new perspective. Unrelated i want to die
#ughhhhhghghg#i think i need help maybe psychiatrically idk#everything feels very out of control.....complicated beyond me#i feel so sad and scared comstantly#hard af to get a job. even local places retail- and also like#i dont want a job#scared of it#but i need money#so ill keep trying yaknosnd itll vhsnge eventually#i#just really down rn#i feel all the ways ive failed as a person acutely and i dont see a solution to my character flaws#but...idk. idk how to think differently#i think people around me probably think im stupid ans useless generally ans maybe even mock me privately#depression symptom checklist ass tags here em jfc hfknefhnvirhfnvihrfnvi#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#its hard bc i keep hearing the same consolations from fam and friends smth will come along it takes awhile the right job will comme around#which sure but its hard to get so much failure Nd not take it personally. like damn i suck that much? what am i doing SO wrong? why cant#inbe normal#iur f iunrgv)nrogjnvorgjnv#i miss having a cat and being in college#maybe i should look for work from home jobs#em yaps
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